This is "A letter to God" that my friend's son Tobey(he was 15th years old) wrote around one month before he went to heaven and be with the Lord who he really loves.



"A letter to God

10/10/18


I know that I may still have a bit of cancer inside of me God, but I know that through you I am able to be cured. I hope to not doubt you as much as I did before but to be able to doubt you and know that you have never failed me ever. I know that doubt is a part of being your child, but I may doubt too much to the point where it is a bit too much. So, God I repent to you for my acts of doubting you when you are only trying to make me stronger and stronger. God for the scans tomorrow I hope that you have excellent news to show towards my parents and even myself. May I be able to look back at this letter to remind myself that you are righteous no matter what may happen to me. Through trials and through the ups and downs of life you will always be there even when I feel alone. I don’t care if I have cancer or not but God I want to be able to use this as a testimony towards other. Even through doubt that you have to remind yourself that we are your children and that you will never give up on us. Even if I still have cancer,(which I am a little confident about) may you be able to use me as a walking testimony towards others and set a positive influence to those who don’t even know who you are. If I am fully cured from cancer, may you still use me through many more trials and more testimonies that I may be able to tell people. God no matter what happens tomorrow may you just give me the best positive attitude that I may contain. Even if I end up dead or if I continue to walk on this planet, may I be able to be told to future generations about my story and how YOU were the main impact on me. Even if I suffer through more chemotherapy may I only know that you will be right there next to me. I may not know it but because I typed this, I may be able to reflect on this and remember that your love never fails. Thank you God for everything you have done towards me. Even if I end up dead I will still be with you and escape the secular things of this Earth. Once again I repent that I should never have doubted you and your love/grace. I thank you God for being the best possible influence and father towards me and other peers. I thank you God and in Jesus name I pray, Amen.


Jesus loves me this I know for the Bible tells me so, little ones to him belong, they are weak, but he is strong.


God is good"